“The only way to have a life is to commit to it like crazy.”
Angelina Jolie (via kari-shma)
I’m committing to my life now, which is why I need to be done with this blog.
I am recovered. I’ve considered myself recovered for a while now. Typing those words brings actual tears to my eyes. I am so happy.
To all the blogs I followed: thank you. I took pieces of all of your struggles and made them my own, climbed those mountains with you. Your quotes, pictures, articles, everything - it was all so helpful. Thank you thank you a thousand million times THANK YOU.
To those who followed me: I hope I helped you in that same way. I hope and pray you get to this point someday, and I KNOW you all can. Don’t stop fighting, never ever ever. There are so many more moments to live. Laughs to be had. People to meet, people to love. Cling to that hope and keep climbing.
I’m going to try to pick up my old blog again, so if you’re interested in where I go from here, follow awkwardthumbs.tumblr.com.
Again, I love you all. This is such an incredible support system, so use it well. But don’t be afraid to walk away when the time is right. Dwelling on the disorder and others who are struggling past that golden point only allows the demons to dwell in you more than you need to.
Stay strong, beautiful little butterflies
yeskasveggiessmellasgoodasbacon:
When you get done ripping off the good parts of the celery from the base of it, you can set the left over celery butt in a bowl of water…
…and it totally grows back.
(Source: eatnotthisblog)
(Source: losingthe-war)
“Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it.”
(Source: kari-shma)
Sometimes I think to myself, “do I really want to buy another chocolate bar?”
And then I remember that there is a super volcano under Yellowstone that is 40,000 years overdue and when it erupts it could potentially cover most if north America in ash and…
My only question is WHY THE FLYING FUCK do I need an excuse to eat chocolate? Because chocolate is “indulgent” and “bad for me” and “full of calories”? If I want some chocolate, I’m gonna eat some freaking chocolate, okay? WHO CARES if it has calories. The calories in one bar (or even two or three bars) of chocolate are NOT going to make any kind of difference in your weight or diet or what have you. It’s just gonna taste good and make you happy. You deserve that indulgence. I give you my express, written, certified, official, personal permission. In fact, have an extra piece for me.
Fuck those calories, and eat that chocolate - volcanic eruption or not.
oh my word I’m actually legitimately weighing up whether I should starve myself to a slow and painful death or eat be happy and enjoy my life I mean how did it get so messed up that that’s even a question
(Source: thiswillnotdefineus)
